I was but an innocent Angel of God before the Scarlet Women, in all their wickedness, began to seduce and tempt Jesus Thelemic Christ.
By the time they were finished, I was a corpse whose entrails were the home of worms, and flies buzzed around me maddeningly, hungry to do their duty of eating the decay. Despoiled by the Mother of Abominations I did my best to make oblations to the Lord of Christ,
but when they sucked my dick, I was enticed
In a sirens’ psalm of song of songs making me longer than long
And I orgamsed then in blassphemies of debaucheries.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6EefPcht54c I can’t tell you how many times, when I still had a dependency, that my love’s supply got fucked over and I had to take them to the ER and pray to Goddess that they’d give him something. All the while I’d be in withdrawal myself, and once they gave him a pill he’d give me some of it to feel better with..What a fucked up way to live that was…
It felt so nice to be numb on the GABApentin for a while.
More drugs and sex and intimate nights are required. I’m already almost gonna be 30 and what the fuck fun have I had yet?!?! Let’s have some fucking fun, people!
My friend today wanted my more gentle side…But I realized I can’t be everything people want in the moment. Sometimes I do feel all gentle in a loving way and part of me wishes I could be what people need in the moment. But I can’t always.
Kundalini pranayam, already took edible. Considering smoking since edible takes a while.
Day 5 w/o snorting. Finally getting past this cold or whatev the f it was. Rested most of today so far, taking edibles for the most part. Less coughing, nose not really runny any more.
(Source: caughtinthewildfire, via wyrdmorrish)
Whenever you use numerical methods are you in a state of sin. — Quantum Mechanics Professor (via mathprofessorquotes) Was the original sin alpha-numerical?