I have now reincarnated as a being which can self-fuck in self-love, now able to achieve such feats as licking my own asshole and sucking my own cock. It took enough freakin’ karma points to wrangle together, but it was worth it. To think that in reality, the whole reason I was doing yoga was hopefully to have a flexible enough spine to suck my eight inch cock…and how I was never able to achieve me goal…Well, it’s embarrassing, to the say the least..I’ve since given up yoga like a disposable pranic condom..That’s just my past life now.
I never want to see it again. I never want to hear about it again. I never want to smell it again. I never want to feel it again, touching my brain, in my blood. All I can remember is the agony it causes: the lives it’s ruined, the mark it leaves upon the soul. I have endured such needless pain that it is the point of no return. To go back on is not an option. I am free. This is liberty. I understand the consequences of my action. I tire of being surrounded by users and junkies.
I tried to take a picture of my cock for you but then all these other things came up and Jack wants the door open and I’m relentlessly private so each second I’m actually hard I’m trying to get a shot of my wand for you. I really want to know if you think my flesh tractor is sexy and if it turns you on.
emotional abuse is when someone does something to hurt you, and when you express your feelings, that you’re upset, they turn it around to be something you did to hurt them and they force you to apologize for it, and your feelings, like always, are rendered invalid and silenced, forever damaging the ability to trust others with your feelings because they always are used against you.
this is important because so many people don’t know this
I’ve been musing on shape-shifting lately, it’s kind of a quality of myself. I have been told I look like various famous people, for example, and this can change depending on the person and their perspective. I probably get Jim Morrison the most. Change has always been a focus of mine. One of my favorite cartoon bits as a kid is the one where they are drinking potions which increase their size, until they are so big the world is like a little baseball they stand upon. One of my favorite Goosebump books is a choose-your-own path kind of one where you can choose to take the potion that makes you smaller or bigger. I never got so much into Alice in Wonderland but I was always fond of the idea of Alice growing bigger or smaller. Transformation is a key element of my nature. Astrologically, we can point to all of my Scorpio placements, Scorpio being The Transformer of the zodiac.. "Change is stability, and stability is change," as many are probably familiar with. It is interesting how as much as things change, they also remain fundamentally the same. Despite differences, life is fractal in nature.. All life is stages of transformation. We are born, a state of transformation of energy put into a slow vibration. We live, and grow, transforming through time and space. Death is also just transformation, and not the end of all ends.. I have found it important to be aware of my own patterns and others’ to change myself based on these observations. Inbetween the patterns lies their sameness, their eternalness…